yo! welcome 2010

yeah finally 2009 berakhir jgk kn?
hahahah :D
mcm byasa laa..
tahun daa baru kita sume pun kna laa jd yg baru jgk..
emmm!tahun baru msti sume sibok tanya pasal
apa azam tahun nie?
hehehe ape erk azam i ? i sendiri pun x thu ape azam thu nie ouh..
oky mcm nie laaa..
azam buat sementara nie..
1.i nak jadi yang lebih baik dari yg sebelum ni
2.ingin berjaya dalam hidop
3.nak terus berada disamping si dia (mohd faris b yusuf)
ok itu saja..haha :) simple kn?
hope 2010 nie memberi 1001 kebahagian..
harap allah s.w.t sentiasa mempermudahkan jalan hidup i tahun nie...
tak kira
family,love,friends
sume harap berjalan dgn lancar..

bye bye 2009 :)

nothing

aduh.!yaya xde..sumpah bosan ouhh..bole plak demam time time yaya xde..haha :) dala i nie dmm len mcm cket..asyk nk merengek jeh..d bkn nye bole ade 24jam ngn i..tp skunk daa better cket laa..cume batok ngn selsema jeh blom beransur pulih lagi..
ouhh suppose i blik klantan 25th but tbetbe plak ibu tukar plan..suruh i balik KL..alangkah bahagianya x pyh nk balik klntn tu..heheh :D tapi balik kl pun agk bosan gak laa..xde bnde nk buat..dok mkn tido online..hah!tu jeh laa keje aku..bapak kate faris (selok) hahahh :) msty korg x phm kn..tu la bahasa trggnu/klntn..antara dua tula..krg kepastian laa..

bosan bosan bosan

be with you

I know they wanna come and separate us but they can’t do us nothin
Your the one I want and I’m a continue lovin
Cause your considered wifey and I’m considered husband
And I’m a always be there for you
And either way you look at it I ain’t goin no where from my muffin
Cause she gonna hold it down, cant no body tell her nothin
You got the kind of love that always make up after fussin
And that’s what gets me closer to you

And no one knows
Why I’m into you
Cause you’ll never know what its like to walk in our shoes
And no one knows, the things we’ve been through
Can never measure up to half of what I put you through
That’s why we’ll break through

And I don’t care what they say
I’m gonna be with you
I’m gonna be with you
I wanna be with you
And I don’t care what they do
I’m gonna be with you
I’m gonna be with you
I’m gonna be with you

Seems like every day that go by things are gettin harder
Want to be the one that give you the whole enchilada
Cause I know what my baby like, ?? that Prada
Louis bag to match with the shoes
All about knowing you I’m into doing things to keep her longer
Stickin together forever, watch it grow stronger
That’s the way it has to be, everything proper
Keepin it always true

And no one knows
What I’m into you
Cause you’ll never know what its like to walk in our shoes
And no one know, the things we’ve been through
Can never measure up to half of what I put you through
That’s why we’ll break through

And I don’t care what they say
I’m gonna be with you
I’m gonna be with you
I wanna be with you
And I don’t care what they do
I’m gonna be with you
I’m gonna be with you
I’m gonna be with you

You are everything in my life see the joy you bring
And ain’t no one I can compare you to
And I know that you will never walk away from me no matter what
And that’s why I plan to do the same thing for you
And I want you to know

And I don’t care what they say
I’m gonna be with you
I’m gonna be with you
I wanna be with you
And I don’t care what they do
I’m gonna be with you
I’m gonna be with you
I’m gonna be with you

And I don’t care what they say
I’m gonna be with you
I’m gonna be with you
I wanna be with you
And I don’t care what they do
I’m gonna be with you
I’m gonna be with you
I’m gonna be with you

akutakperlukawanmcmkaw!!!

Sumpah rasa mcm saket aty jeh ouh ari nie..aduh nape laa ade org dlm dunia nie yg suke sebok hal perbadi org..daa la suke sebok hal org lepas tu suke mkn sisa org pulak tu..aduh x phm btol ah aku ouhh..eyhh..kaw da x bole cari yg fresh ke??dulu daa pena sekali cakap kat dye..tapi buat x port jeh an..aku rasa org-org yg mcm nie x bole ckp pakai mulut ouhh..dye kane ajr cket kot baru nk berkesan..isyyhhhh!!masa kecik-kecik pandai daa besar bodoh nak mampos..dari dulu x nak mampos da besar menyusahkan org..ee!jgn sampai aku benci tgk muka kaw tahap melampau laa..daa bnyk kali aku bg muka kt kaw kn..?ape laa yg kaw x puas aty ngn kau lg hah..?aku ada kacaw mak bapak kaw ke babi..eyhhh sikit pun aku x port laa pasal mak bapaK kaw..aku x pena nak kesa kaw nak kawan ngn sape pun..soo!! PLIISSSSSHHHHH..jgn la pena nak kesa aku kawan ngn sape pun..ouhh lagi satu cinta nak minta tolong jgn laa ganggu hidop cinta yg tengah bahagia aman da sentosa nie..ouhh btw kami x kwn ngn kaw sebab kami rase kami tak perlu kwn mcm kaw..HAHAHA :D (ketawa style faris)aku bole dapat kwn yg 1000 kali baek laa dari kau lahanaaaaaaattt!!isyhh kn daa termencarot..aduhh ibu MARA TAW MENCAROT2 NIE..kalaw kaw rase aku ade ambk hak kaw..ouhhh dipersilakan ambk balik laa..fareena blom batak lagi hak orang..kecian kawan kawan kawan kawan kaw kn..dapat kawan yg talam bermuka-muka mcm kaw..haiiii!!!if org yg kurang kasih sayang daa bergabong tenaga dgn org bajet bajet terlebih kasih sayang mcm nie laa jadi dye.. aku nak tgk sampai bile kaw boleh bertahan dengan dunia kegelapan kaw tuu..!!hahahah :D bodoh jeh kaw erk..dulu mak anta kaw pg skewl agama x nak menimba ilmu tu lebih-lebih cikit..skunk nie mnyusahkan org..!!!!tolong laaa jgn pk aku nak dyaam jeh laa weyhhh..aku nie manusia bkn lembu x bole berfikir..eyhh..!!aku malas doe nak cakap bnyak2..penat tgn aku nie menaip bnde yg tak berfaedah nie..!soo engt laa tahap kesabaran aku ade sikit jeh lg..jgn sampai aku meletup eyh..fareena meletup x kire tempat taw..ble ble n dimana jua je fareena bole meletup ;) hohoho..

fake or real friends

Fake friends never ask for food.
Real friends are the reason you don’t have food.
Fake friends never see you cry.
Real friends cry with you.
Fake friends borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back.
Real friends keep your stuff so long they forget its yours.
Fake friends know few things about you.
Real friends could write a book about you with direct quotes from you.
Fake friends are for a while.
Real friends are for life.

bye KL

ouhh no!im going back to kemaman today..x thu nk rase ape ouhh..happy dpt dekat ngn d or sedih kena berjauhan ngn umah lg..aduhh!!lemah jee...tapi x pe..adat org stdy laa kn nk wat mcm mne..happy cgt dpt balik kl..even x dpt jmpe sume mmbe yg i nak cgt jmpe..best lpak ngn daus ngn isal..dpt jmpe tam (bestfrnd d)..lalalala :) dpt tgk movie ngn yaya..bole thn best gak laa..dpt jmpe kazen2.. itu saje la buat hari ini..bye :))

my new stuff

hey yaw!daa terlepas hajat i nk shopping..ngeee :D even x bnyk yg dpt beli..tp lepas laa ckit..yg len bole next time kot..nie beli yg pnting je dulu..nk kongsi ngn korg nie brg2 dye..hahaha :D

first sekali barang yg i beli jeans ROMP..xde laa mahal harga byase jee...hahah :) lame daa simpan hajat nk beli..baru ade mase n ade keping...agagagaga :D jeans nie i beli ngn d taw..dye yg pilih..

second i beli heel nie..simple je kn..nk buat pkai gy kelas je pun..x pyh nk vouge sgt laa..nnty kene kutuk..orang-orang pntai timurkan mcm ape ntah..susa nak ckp..opsss!!sorry terlebih suda :) ouhh!! heel nie pun dye yg pilihkn..style ak??

barang ketiga i yg beli beg..hahah :D sekian lme nye setelah beg i putus..smlm baru i dpt beli beg baru..simple jee kn..beg nie i beli ngn biy booo(yaya)

ke empt i beli belt..lepas nie x pyh lg pkai belt yg ade kilat kilat tu..daa mcm ape daa ouhh ble i pkai..heheh :D yg baru daa abes simple daa..belt nie beli ngn d..

okay last sekali..bnde yg buat i happy gile..i dpt pujuk ibu beli perfeum fav i (KENZO)..gile laa lme gile da x pkai..last i pkai time i form 3..lme knknkn?lepas nie jgn tya laa spe yg lalu bile u guys bau wangi jee..hahah :) sudah tentu ia fareena..aduhh!!i daa start perasan..lalalala :) tengs ibu kerana merealisasikn impian ku :) i love u mom..

p/s : perfeum je ibu belikn taw..yg laen sume i beli gune duet i sendiri..lalalalala :D

dear

hye guys nk thu something..i ngn faris daa sebulan daa..huhh!rase mcm kjap je ouhh da sbln..tp ble ngn dye rase mcm daa lme je ktorg couple..pelik pelik kn i nie..byase la sape x knl kn fareena..dlm sebulan nie i happy cgt if korg nk thu..dlu bile i masak i ngn yaya je yg mkn..skunk bile daa ade faris dye pun join sekaki..heheheh :D bkn dye yg nk tp i yg ajk taw..sbb skunk dye daa ade i..so i xkn bia kn dye lapa..if dye x mkn i pun x mkn..bia la dua2 lapa..baru mcm fair cket kn..klaw sorg je yg lapa unfair la..

dalam sebulan nie gak bnyk cite yg dye daa cite kt i..baek or buruk sume dye kongsi ngn i..sbb dye nak i tahu sume background dye..i pun ade gak cite kt dye pasal background i..even kisah hidop ktorg hampir same tapi hdop dye lbh teruk dari i..tak kisah baek atau buruk kisah silam dye i x pena kesah sbb masing ade pngalaman yg tersendiri..sbb sume tu mase lalu yg x dpt kite nk ulang..bnde tu kita hnya mmpu jadikn pngajaran dlm hidop kita yg akn dtg..even dye selalu ckp kecian i dpt bf mcm dye..sbb dye bnyk cgt masalah and dye x mampu bg i pape..bya laa bnyk mne pun masalah dye..i x pena agp dye masalah bg i..bya laa hadir i dalam hidup dye bole tlg dye selelsaikn masalah yg ade..even x bole nk tlg sekali gus..satu persatu i akn cube utk tlg dye..

kalaw bole i nak jadi yg terbaek dalam hidop dye..biala even pape jd dgn hbgn ktorg dye akn aggp i nie kngan yg paling indah yg pena ade dlm hidop dye..tapi i akn pastikn hubungan ktorg akn berakhir dgn hubungan yang sah..

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kuala lumpur im here :D

hey there..sorry lame x update blog..i agk bz cket la lately nie..skunk nie i kat kl..baru je sampi mlm tdy..i balik ngn D i laa..ngeeee ;D..balik kl nie..terlalu bnyk cgt benda nk buat..hahaha..klaw bole nk tunai kn sume bnde yg teringin..lalalalalla :) lmbt lmbt tkot kempunan plak nnty..nnti nk g shopping ngn d..nk beli heel,beg,belt,jeans ngn baju..hahahah :D bnyk knkn??byase laa tgh kaya cket..bnyk btol bnde nk buat ble daa kt sini..ramai org nak jmpe..tkot x dpt je jmpe sume..but hope laa dpt jmpe sume knkn..hehehe :D oky that all.

yakinlah aku menjemputmu

teringat selalu wajah kekasihku

saat ku menuai lalu

coba engkau dengarkan

ku tuaikan nada lirik lagu sederhana

ku ceritakan kisah tentang kita

peluklah tubuhku bila engkau rapuh

saat kau mulai terjatuh

aku datang menyelamatkanmu

ini surga kita tiada yang menguasainya

tempat kita bersandar dan bertahta

tenang sayang, ku pasti akan datang

yakinlah aku menjemputmu

jangan menangis, hapus air matamu

yakinlah ku tetap milikmu

tenang sayang, ku tepati janjiku

karna kau wanita terhebat

peluk tubuhku, matilah di pelukanku

biar seluruh jagad raya tahu

by faris for fareena

bulan <33

semalam rase mcm bahagia jee ouhh..dapat tgk bulan lepas tu ade gelung yang mengilingi bulan tu..yang membuatkan i bahagia nak tahu ape?hahah " kuar jap..pas tu tgk bulan.." time tu rasa mcm terkejut gile ouhh..gile cantik bulan..then faris terus ckp "tu hadiah dari faris tok fareena"..hHAHAHAH :) bodoh jee i nie kn..biasa laa..org tgh bercinta...weeekkk :P perasan je knknkn..smlm gak first kiss faris bg kat i..kt dahi plak tu..aduhh!rasa mcm ais kne air panas jee..LALALALA ;D gedik gedik je fareena nie ouh..

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY

faris yusuf <3

faris,firstly fareena nak say thnx kt faris sebab terima fareena jadi gf faris..fareena x sangka yang fareena akn jadi gf faris..kadang kadang mmg rase mcm mimpi..tapi fareena kena terima kenyataan yg nie semua reality..so start from now fareena dah officially jadi gf faris :)

yahooo!!rase mcm semua beban dah hilang ouhh bile daa ade faris..aku da lupakan semua bnde yang menyakitkan..ya ALLAH tolang laa jgn pisah kan aku dgn faris..kalau diizinkan bialah faris yang terakhir..amin ;)

taken by him

31/10/2009

2.54am

p/s : i love him more..plisss dun ever take him from me..fullstop :D

bingung

tolooonngg!!semua nie dah terbukti..ape yang i nak kan kebenaran dah pun terbukti..tapi nape i still confuse lagi nie..aduhhh!!tolang la ouhh..akhirnya faris dah bgthu i yang dye betol-betol suke i..kadang-kadang i rase mcm nie semua mimpi ouh..tapi bila tidoo then bangon semula i tgk still ade msg yang faris hantar..aduuhh.!nie semua bukan mimpi ouh!agrrhhhhh :( x tahu nak buat ape ouh..selama nie aku fikir bila i dah dapat terima faris as a friend..i xkan ade perasaan tu..tapi sebaliknya plak..i fikir i juz bertepuk sebelah tangan je..tapi faris ckp i x bertepuk sebelah tangan..tapi faris juz x tahu mcm mne nak mule semua nie..sampai skunk i still x abes fikir lagi ouhh..pening pening peninh :( kalau bole i x nak ade sape sape yang sakit hati dengan keputusan i nnti..i perlu kan mase untuk semua nie..i hope dye bole tutup semua kesedihan n dye gak laa yg always buat i happy :P

finally

I found a special boy

who makes me smile

I say I don't like him

But we know its in denial

He lights up my days

makes my heart beat fast

Who knew this can happenI hope this one last

When he comes around I begin to blush

Just the sound of his voice

Gives my heart a rush

the smile i cant forget

Someone that actually cares

Well I finally found him

the one I been looking for

I just want to say I love him

Thats from my hearts core

p/s : x abes pk lagi nie..aduhhhhhhhhh :(

last nite

lalalalala :) smlm gile best ouhh..dapat clbret abg..bahagia dapat tgk org lain senyum..hahah :) walaupun x seberapa cgt..tapi okay ape..yg penting dapat buat abg happy..huuhuh :P i kan da buat abg sedih..and smlm i dah buat abg happy tu yg rase mcm best cgt..lagi lagi bila ade yaya,faris,haris,syafiq,pokcek,abg asyraf and sis..dorg penceria keadaan..

HAPPT BUFDAY MY LOVELY BROTHER

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okay lepas je abes clbret bufday abg..kitorg sume balik jalan kaki dari pantai..sebab kereta x muat..bila jalan ramai rase mcm kejap je ouhh..i nak kepastian pasal sis ckp kt i abg x suke i rapat ngn faris..so i tya la bag tok dpt kn kepastian..abg ckp..sumpah dye x ckp mcm tu..sis saje ckp mcm tu sbb dye suke kat faris..mase faris ckp dye suke kt i..sis pg dok pantai sorg2..dye nagis kot..aduhh..aku bole jd mcm org gile..susa gak kdg2 nk caya sume nie..takot abg saje je guraw..last last yaya bole plak bantai ckp.."buat mase skunk nie jgn kecewakan faris"..time tu i rase mcm nk gugur je jantong nie..x caya ouhh..rasa mcm di awang-awangan bile dgr yaya ckp mcm tu..sampu skunk nie i still x abes pk lg ouhh..

i x sangka ouh..i rase mcm dorg maen2 je..memang x dpt dinafikn laa..i mmg suke kat faris time dari first i tgk dye time orentasi aritu..tp i tahu tu sume rase i sorg je and dye x mungkin suke kt i..tp skunk nie nape jd mcm nie..sumpah x abes pk ouhh..tlg la beri kebenaran atas sume nie ya ALLAH..kalau betul la dye betul2 suke i..tolang lah cakap..jangan buat i mcm tertanya2..and i hope dye boleh tutup semua kesedihan yang ade..